A fine mess...


You are out here looking for something good
I am sorry I wrapped you into my mess
I was not trying to hurt you, I just needed to feel better
I let you be my distraction and for that I am sorry
A thousand words would not do justice
But,


I cannot be what you need right now
I am not even sure what I need
but I know I need to feel something
because I am slowly creeping into a bad place
and giving in to the darkness...


-Mia xx

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