My Thoughts .

I look into your eyes with sadness.  I watch the words tumble out of your mouth,at that moment I couldn't breathe.  I think I am choking, I am definitely chocking . I feel my  heart move , dropping to my stomach.  My throat filled with stuffed up tears. My eyes dry and empty.    You know that moment when someone is talking in front of you but u can't hear them, you can only see their lips move. Thats all I can see. I look at you in disbelief, trying to process it all ,  I'm not sure I  heard u correctly.    Can you not see my heart breaking?  You can right?  Because I feel naked,utterly opened and completely vulnerable. My hands start to  shake,  I try to keep them steady but they just wouldn't budge.  The tears are coming now.... I can almost feel it. I'm trying.... really trying to keep them at bay.  You stopped talking at that moment.      Your words were like tiny arrows poking my fragile heart,  my tired heart. I feel like I'm at the edge of a hi...