My Thoughts .

I fall asleep every night thinking about what could be I wake up every morning left with what is What I want seems so far away It feels like it went before I could feel it I feel distant from the world I'm not like everyone else but maybe that's a good thing Sometimes it isn't I don't know how long I can keep up this act The loneliness I feel everyday is tearing me apart I'm just scared someone will see through this facade Just like the sound of the ticking clock Sad and alone......                'Mia xx Wrote this 4th of July 😃 Merry Christmas guys 😘😘

What's the name ? Distraction ! Yes, I finally got it *** I met him last month, His name his 'Distraction' . He came into my life in the guise of love. He is there when he isn't. He is there every step of the way. He fills my thoughts every second, clouds my judgement every minute. They say love is a beautiful thing but why does it hurt me so? *** I have learnt love triggers beautiful things but love stares at me with pained filled eyes when he haunts my dreams , blood oozing from his mouth , scars all over his face. Love isn't beautiful , it is hideous. *** I used to see a very beautiful girl in the mirror ,the splitting image of her mother but now all I see is the same image that haunts me everyday.....Love ☺                                                                          ...