Fitting in...

You know what you want to be but society has something different planned for you. It's stressful meeting up actually, very difficult.  People don't realise how hard you work to try and fit into the image of you they have in their heads. You are a CIRCLE.  You have always been a circle,  you can develop yourself into something more but in that pattern. People don't buy the idea of you being a circle,  'YES ! Square.  That's what would suit her ' .                       Little do you know that in the process of trying to be square, you cut out the edges of the circle to try and fit into the square shape.  The little cuts you trim out of yourself... you know?  the one you think doesn't count because you so desperately want to be square shaped?  That's your strength and uniqueness . People are different, we all have something special that makes us different from the other,  it's how we are made to function.  How awesome we would be if we all cherish what we have.              
                   You might feel comfortable in that position (being a square ) . Unfortunately , it's not everywhere we fit in we belong.  Then you loose yourself in the process of trying to be something else... someone else. I GET IT actually. You want to be noticed... you feel alienated. You have gotten tired of the invisibility cloak the world as so graciously wraped around you . It sucks being the odd one out but guess what?  That ache you feel.. u know...right there in the middle of your chest, it gets better.  It hurts now but it gets better.
                  Why do you have to be the puppet and let THEM pull the strings. That's exactly how I see it.  The puppet master directs his puppet the way he wants and it obliges without questions.  That's how you are, your life has been taken over by shadows and its being controlled.  I have been talking about society and people and how they influence our lives and decisions ,but who are these people and why do we have to ditch our awesome qualities just to be like them?  Its crazy !!!
                   YOU! Yes you. Look into the mirror. What do you  see? The person you want to be? Or a mere figure with lost eyes?  I ask myself these questions everyday. Are you on the verge of being who you want to be?  Or have you lost your  way  without knowing.  Have you become the person everyone else wants you  be?  Do you act in order to satisfy other people? Have you succumbed to the pressure and finally lost it?  Its way better to realise all this now before it too late. Believe me,  you don't want to look in the mirror 50years from now and think of what could have been...  it would have been too  late because you would be left with what is. Then you become bitter , not just to yourself but to the  people around you. Regrets make you old and bitterness poisons the people around you.                                                       CHANGE is a little word but has a great impact.  Its not too late to have it as a meal and enjoy.  Ditch the fake life and go the right direction.  Don't stress because at the end of the day we all want to be HAPPY.   Sometimes, pain become such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.
                      But then one day you feel something else... something that feels wrong, only because its so unfamiliar. Then in that moment you realise you are HAPPY. Everyone wants to be happy , but they forget happiness isn't a job you have to work hard to achieve,

....it's a choice and the choices we make determine what become of us. So to anyone and everyone out there, say to yourself right this minute 'I choose to be happy'.                                                                                --- 'mia.